Just Like any other new year, Except somethings different..

I Suppose the New Year has Some people reaching for even greater heights or even more Dreams and goals to achieve. Well, That's good. I Suppose?. Long long holiday for me Since Last Wednesday. Had an awesome performance representing my Dragon Company in the celebrations for Christmas. I would say i was damn psyched for it. No doubt. Was Practicing hard for it. Even tho it was only 2 counts of 8 of me showing my skills in bboying :D Every time during practices, I have to miss my OTOT just so we could practice for the upcoming performance. Fear not, SHAR don't give up his trainings for anything. Even after practice, i would do my rounds around the hard court. Followed by some suicides and statics. Then, *Drum rolls* Break in the middle of the hard court. Oh hell yeah ! Solar Eclipse and also practice my sets. HAHA! I have the whole Dragon Company Watching me frm the top supporting me. Thanks guys. Really needed that :D One of my friends even shouted " He's from dragon company leh ! " i was like WTF. Coz i got people shouting . POWER LAH BOY. From other companies. LOL! :DDD

Speaking of which, the whole celebrations at Tekong was awesome CAN!. the performers were like treated with a lot of respect and plus we are like the ambassadors for Dragon Company. Whenever there's performance we will like lead the cheers and keep cheering on and on. twas an awesome experience to be performing again. One by one performers from different company went on stage performing covers, Dances , and even Percussion plays. All were fantastic. I even found myself Singing my hearts out while watching the all the cover's being played. Maybe, if i could find the time, i'm gonna learn how to play guitar and sing those fantastic love songs just like how she did. Being Serenade... now thats a feeling i would die for by a beautiful angel

The only thing was making the day a dull was, At the start of the day i was having fever. YESSAA! what a let down. I was having the ' weak feeling ' at the start of the day. Well.. as you know whatever happens, the show MUST go on. and Besides i wasn't gonna let anyone down, not when they have practice hard for it. So did i. After everything, i keep holding and not giving in to the weak feeling. When it was our turn to performance, I went all out giving it my best shot. OF course our whole dragon company was supporting us and laughing at our funny antics :D Only once we're booking out then i was starting to feel the strain of the pain in my head. My whole world started t spinn and i was feeling very week. was staggering home all the way back.. took my field pack off and landed flat on my bed. oh gawdd.. being sick alone isn't fun :(

Now for new years resolutions and new years wishes or even happening events on the start of the new year? Nah not this time. Spend the time being online, helping Garena people (yes i got no life) and playing with ballz (my hamster) believe or not. i was actually talking to him and playing with him. Was telling him that mommy isn't around anymore. mommy has a new friend. So whatever happens, daddy's gonna be with here no matter what okay? Check up on him whenever he needs extra food or attention. Now i feel like he's the only life i have left. sigh.. Other than that. My fitness comes first. Its the only thing that drives me nowadays besides talking to my locker at camp..




Do you ever feel, like a plastic bag floating through the wind, wanting to start again..
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin. like a house of cards, one blow from caving in..
Do you ever feel, already buried deep, 6 feet under scream and no one seems to hear a thing..