Hello! Okay its been awhile. But oh well. Just polish up here and jot down some stuffs. O's are like around the corner and im kinda trouble. OKAY! IM SORRY blog i havent been talking to you but i was just busy. Dont mind me ranting out my stuffs here okay? Just went for Jogs this weekend and yea.. just train myself for the bod that i want. I can feel it working. But i still neeed much more training. Maths been pretty hard on me. I just dont understand shit about it. sigh.. I just want a C6 at least and im super happy. I do wanna get into a nice poly.

Where i go, or where i land dosent really matter to me. To me its the effort that counts. Wherever life takes me or whatever route i may take. I know im gonna put my best effort it in and provide the best of myself for my future family financially and i dont want em to suffer. It may take awhile but i will work it out. Im good at that(: soo yea. Im just messed up, heartbroken actually. But what can i do. i got nothing else to hold on to except myself, Math and trainings to motivate myself. I just dont know where to get the motivation and inspration nowadays. Best of luck to me. and to who ever is taking O's This year.

GOOD LUCK.

I'll leave with a nice song that somehow represent how i feel now.
In need of something and 'lost' what i loved and cared so much for.

ENJOY