I'll always be here baby 

waiting for you... ALWAYS ;) <3 

Guess my birthday wish didn’t came true. At least not this year..

Was never good with words or at least my intentions. Always getting its wrong. sigh. But my promise is true and i intend to keep it till my last dying breath. :'(

Its just one of those days where my insides are burning and it slowly started raining. I so hate days like this. oh well.. One week of training should do the trick. I seriously don't know how i got by 5 months. Gawd. Next week Birthday.. Getting myself something to cheer me up. =\

46 more days.

That one fine day when i cried so badly in your arms, I thought everything was finally gonna be fine. Instead. It didnt. I poured out my feelings for you and you were finally there when it rained. You told me everything's gonna be fine. Everything's gonna be alright. I'm happy that you get good sleep and wake up to beautiful morning sunshine.Well, I'm just glad you were there hugging me, comforting me the last i cried. Prolly, the next time im gonna cry in bed with you hugging me is just a few days before you fly off. Sigh..

That shiny Gem is all that's left of me. All of me stored in that sparkling beauty. Hold it close. Hold it dear, For whenever and whatever reasons that you should remember those days, I'm there. Ever so close to your heart <3


I guess its just another of those days.

Look at you Tonight, So beautiful under these neon lights. <3

If you're not here, I'm paralyzedWithout you..