Estranged.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Flashbacks

Week 3
Day 1

(20/12/2010)

Was booking back in at the ferry terminal was i got an unexpected call. well hello there. Wanted her mp3 back and also her running shoes. awwww. its gonna be the last time i can blast music in my bunk but its okay. Shall find an alternative. I was worried she wanted to drop by with her boyfie to pick it up tho. =X At least i got to hear her voice. She even asked how i was doing :D anyhoots i still dont have an idea how i wanna explain to mom about this. I keep deflecting it whenever mommy ask about her. I just kept saying she's busy with work. I certainly dont want her to tell my mom. Dont want her to carry that kind of burden around. I shall do it soon. Dont wanna break my mom's heart but i gotta tell her someday. Till then i shall think a bout something and not lie :D

Good thing about today is that MY BMI from a 27 dropped to 25.88 which is CLOSE to acceptable weight. WOOOT! i also lost 5kg or so already. HEH!


Week 3
day 2


Morning woke up cranky, Had to wait Stand damn long at the hard count coz there's some issues with the Sargent. Feeling damn restless, First activity was school run. All the BMT schools Running together close to only 3 clicks only i think. Didn't feel much. =X Obviously my Cardio improved but it can be even better. I need to do more Core exercises and also lose my tummy then slowly IT WILL SHOW :) OTOT. CHIONG AHH! anyhoots, Ytd had OTOT DAMN SHIOK. i can feel the muscles growing and getting tighter. 3 sets of strength and abs training. this gonna sound crazy but i love aqua jogging. I don't know how to swim tho. but when i learn it. Its damn FUN. but fucking shag tho. feel like i ran 5 clicks after that aqua jog. Fuyoooo! at least its fun and keeps me occupied :)

Dressing up for lunch, Smart 4 and still can pose infront of my locker. Asked her if it looks okay? LOL! i must be really losing it. But hey! She's my motivation no matter what happens and its slowly working. YEAH! I'm grateful for it then she'll ever know. Her Brown kebaya picture with green lenses. Oh how i wish i get to see her during that raya day which i missed. Just to tell her how beautiful she looked.

Im happily writing this, while my whole bunkmates are on the floor sleeping except me. HAHA! just dont feel like sleeping now so i shall write :D we're suppose to freaking clean the whole area can! What can i say we're FAT LAZY PEOPLE :) Oh yeah ! im listening to secondhand serenade while writing. Her mp3 Loaded it with awesome songs so my friends and i wont get bored during our cleaning times. Oh wait Blink 182 , I MISS YOU OH HELL YEAH ! *starts singing* Besides i gotta give her back her mp3 soon anyways :( her dad wants it back. I gotta get a new mp3 soon then Nano with screen maybe?

Today had drills practice. Was helping my whole section with the commands and all till i got back-stabbed to lead the whole section. NICEEEEEEEEEE one guys ! -.- ' Its an honor actually. Like whut one of the SAF banners says, When opportunity arises, Take point, Take charge, Take the lead as the leader. CHEAHHHH! :D

Okay everyone's waking up now i gotta go. Cleaning time. till then tata ~ :D

<3


Week 3
Day 3


Here i am writing again coz basically coz im bored and decided to post this up on my blog when i get back home. Had problems waking up in the morning today but turns out today activities quite slack. Aquajog , Aerobic Conditioning then later on we're having gym session. Oh Boy i so wanna increase my strength. So lacking in it compared to my section mates. But i gotta say our section is the fittest one. Oooh Guardian angel playing on my mp3.Speaking of which, we had our weight management talk today but our " Favourite " leftenan Krishan. Basically whut he told us was how much weight we lost and who was losing alot. Jack my section mate has reached the acceptable weight. while i was the 3rd person with BMI 25 and below :( so close yet so far. Jack's Bmi is 24.8 another friend of mine is 25.68 while mine is 25.88 . So close.. Need to work and train harder. OHH! i saw this green lantern tee. Like whut i have but is washed out. I WANTTTTT shall go find it when i get back. hmmmm lets see if i can get a picture.



Kinda gay pic. But with a nicer bod and this tee FUYOOO (Y). I have no idea but whenever during lunch and Tekong cookhouse serves Mushroom cream soup. its heavenly. Even with just bun bread. I WOULD GOBBLE EM ALL UP. YUMM YUMM. not to mentions i would even as my friends if they wanted the soup. GUILTY GLUTTON. I would so get the stare if she would to see this. =X Its actually lights out already 2215. but i just felt like scribbling some stuffs before i go to bed. Oh did i mention that i'm gonna perform for the whole of Tekong ! OH HELL YEAH! in front of a few thousand people. I get the center stage for a few mins. WOOT! its so gonna be fun. I'm gonna go all out. Oh how i miss performing. and when i get the opportunity now i'm definitely not gonna take it lightly. It may not be a lot but i'm having fun. Had to miss a few OTOT tho coz of practices. My guys was like OTOT-ing and i wasn't there. Shall be back running with them in no time :D

Just after the first day of practice. we're back for the RO. The last meeting before we head back to our bunks. Our Sargents sabo-ed us to make us perform infront of the whole Dragon Company. Well.. we just sung with the guitar acoustics. Taufik Batisah Belaian Jiwa. FUCKING NICE SONG ! CAN!



After all the song and done. I bust a seven to end the whole performance. HAHA! we got a nice applause by our company :D Gonna Practice more. In the mean time i'm gonna head to bed.

Your the Reason why I'm performing again.
You want that BBOY again you'll get it JEAHH!

Week 3
Day 4


Was awaken by a nightmare.. Didnt feel good the whole morning. On top of that today really didnt go very well. Woke up furious at her. but of course i wouldnt stay angry for so long. i felt bad and wanted to go apologise to her. Little did i realise i was in tekong and reality just Snapped back at me. I just went oh.. and sigh-ed. Feeling as bad as it is. I keep getting flashbacks the whole day. The scene where we're at this Religous fun camp. We're arguing the day before and slept on it. The morning i woke up. She woke me up on my bedside apologising to me and peck my cheek. SERIOUSLY how could i ever be mad at somebody so sweet as that. sigh..If its one thing that i ever want more for the new year , My birthday rather than IPHONE 4, Is a shot to Make it all right.. Treat her with more love, care and respect every girl could ever dream of.

Her Birthday's Coming up wonder how excited she is this year ? :D



MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. Woke up damn Shag still but i dunno why. Reached home ytd got a quick text. Meet up with her to return her stuffs. Oh boy have she gotten more Prettier. :D Long hair already. We're catching up during the whole MRT trip. I do gotta say I'm so ashamed of my tan now :( HAHA! but all's good. OH YES! I bought 2 Awesome Printed Tees from her workplace which is awesome coz i can Fit S and M now with all the training i been thru. I GOT SKINNER. Thanks so much :) now the hard part is i gotta shop for more clothes since most of my clothes are bigger than they used to be. Shopped for a few more WHITE S TEE's OH YEAH!. super comfy.

Speaking of which, when i thought this year christmas is gonna be lonesome and boring. Aunty Fiona called me and asked me how i was doing and wished me merry christmas. AWWWW how sweet <3. She asked me to come over soon tho. bring gf and all. i was like OH OKAY. hahaha! Dunno whut to say to her tho. Isnt the first time. Mom asked me to bring her to KFC for dinner ytd. But i just deflected and said she had work. IM NOT LYING ! =X shall giver aunty fiona a visit soon. She's down with cough and flu :( Get well soon aunty fiona :)

After which , headed down to chevrons to get some PT kits. Man i didnt know where is where when i reach jurong interchange. Man this independent thingy is hard when i cant call anyone for help when im lost :( Had to get by around look at maps then got to chevrons. Twas raining and all i got drenched. All i had on was Black dickies and the Cotton on Tee i bought ytd. " Lost in Time " damn nice like band tee shall put up pictures soon. :D REACHED THERE. twas CLOSED FUCK IT. Headed on. Just when i thought its a damn christmas. I SAW A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL. i was like HEY!. She didnt see me tho. But oh well. Gave her a text. She was off to see her boyfie. They having issues or somewhat wasent sure. But hey, They gonna pull thru. No doubt about it. With she being stronger than before. There's no doubt she's gonna be fine no matter what :D

Definitely a blessed Christmas <3