Sigh, Why does it always end up this way? Why does it always that I makes these chances seem so unimportant. Why? Why? I've given so much of my time and effort so that you would see that this means the Whole WORLD to me. I don't wanna lose you. Not again.. All I ever wanted was appreciation, and to be loved. I may not be perfect in many ways but I swear I'm trying my best to be the perfect one for you. Your so strong now, easily able to be on your own, independent in your own way. Only to be a stronger person. I respect that. It's my own loss that I couldn't be good enough for you, couldn't be man enough for you, couldn't be as faithful to you as you want me to be, couldn't be as gentlemanly as you want me to be. Now I wonder, all alone.. Who am I gonna spend my joyous occasions , my happy moments , my carefree days with ? If it's not with you..

I'm Sorry for disappointing you, once again
I was trying my very best to make things work.
sigh..