I can feel your heartbeat, She said..

Never felt so draggy to book out before. Knowing that she wont be in town to spent my weekends with. My days in camp never felt so mundane before. She's off to Cambodia for a school trip. Teaching kids over there the wonders of science. Im already missing her the day she left. Sigh. Back to camp. The usual run to improve my timing again and again trying to achieve that gold standard. Now that I'm in team silver, i feel there's more to prove and maintain for the whole section. Not that I was any lazy about it. But hey, at least there's something for me to do.

The whole company just did our 16 km Route March.It wasn't that tiring of what i thought it COULD be. It turned out pretty okay. Twas thinking of her the whole march. I don't wanna be a burden, i don't wanna be a liability, i don't wanna be a fat ass dude , i don't wanna let you down, i wanna be as fit as i can be. So that i would be able to carry you thru any hardships and protect you from anything nonetheless.

Left ya msg girl, on FB. I Hope you dont mind :). Your after all my motivation and why I'm training for :) I bloody hell missed your calls, PLEASE! like 3 times. You called me at odd hours, you silly girl. That is when im not in my Bunk. I check my phone every time i come back to my bed. Hoping that i'll be in time for your call. Well, When finally she did. While im making my way back from camp. That cute tone, that quirky chuckle. Makes it all worth while. Makes everything i trained for so damn AWESOME. :)

Its Earth Hour on Saturday, 8,30pm. Took a shower a few mins before that. put on some clothes. Grabbed my iphone and wallet. Took a long walk. Figured some time alone and away from computer would be nice. Apparently, Missing baby have never got this bad before. Maybe its because, it's been so long. Never this long.. sigh. Just to ease myself, i'm listening to her dubstep mixes. So i could imagine her dancing to it. Just like how she always does. Shaking her hair and being all hawtstuff. Just the way she always is :) Bought some sweets and snacks for book in. My section are allowed to bring in sweets. Coz we're the best section. HAHA! 10 IPPT Silvers in one section alone. Yours Truly is also in team silver. Now what i wanna concentrate on is to buff up my arms for baby and get my 6 packs. Gahhh so close yet so far away. After that's done. Went over to the physical fitness corner, STRENGTH TRAINING.

25 Pull ups
50 Wide Arm Push ups
20 Triceps Extension

Yea. 2 Sets of that. Till its 9.30pm then i slowly walked home. Cool down and slowly feeling my Arms Tightening up. NICEEEE :)

Got a call from babe, She's doing alright. Alot of drinking and smoking luh that silly girl. Nevertheless, she's doing fine. Spoke about time, having that freedom and being single. I'm not gonna argue with you about that. It is about your happiness and what makes you feel carefree. I'm not here to control ya. Just to make sure everything goes smoothly for you. I'll be right next to you whenever you want me to be. <3

Right.. so i guess i gotta start packing. Its a Sunday, 3.47pm. Skies are dark. Guess its gonna rain. Not feeling exactly my best of moods. But i guess i just let it blow over. Till next time..

Come home soon.. :(