HELLO!

Havent been blogging much lately i must say. Been either busy with somethings or i couldnt find the time to blog. Suddenly i miss my friends. childhood friends that is. Especially the LEE family. Dominic,Denise,Uncle,auntie and not forget HAZEL!!!. Had a nice chat with denise yesterday when i dropped by to joey's place. Accompanied him t get his psp. He wanted a pink one but there wasent any. So he had to get the white one. SAME AS MINE. yeap back to talking with denise. She asked me how was i doing and all. she is alright. she did mention DOM misses me too. AWWW how sweet. i miss all of them luh. HAZEL TOO. missed the time getting licked by her. HAHA!

Yesterday's CDL lesson was abit heartwarming in a way and it made people realised what they've done. it was about bullies. My form teacher, Miss Ng was explaining why are they going into bullies and also the poor victims that suffer on the other side. they did mention that our class, 4N5 has lot of cases of bullies. me on the other hand was like thinking about the other time where my blog got spammed by SOMEBODY in my class. i was like " i just hope they realised what they've done and being COLD to me AFTER that was just plain lame and childish in a way. I was like in my own world, in a way. Thinking why would the class be soo ANTI-SOCIAL. The chinese will be in one group then the malays and indians will be in one. what kind of bonding is that? i just cant stand em when they talk or diss someone in OUR own class. its just plain childish lor. and this bullying thingy miss NG talked about was really a wake up call to them. You should've seeen the atmostsphere in my class. Everybody was looking all guilty and Quiet. Its hard to get the class to keep quiet and have that Silent ambience For a change.

Baby's sick now. she's having a bad cough and some tummy pain. it could be that the spicyness of her food is affecting her digestive systems. but there's still other possibilities. I just feeel that somehow im responsible for it. NO! NO! we didnt have sex or anything close to that for that matter. its like me not being able to take care of her when she really needs me the most. THAT feeling is killing me. REALLY! She calls me at night in pain. I cant really do much. but try to make her feel better. All i could think of is try rubbing some axe oil or vicks onto her tummy. I've said it once and i'll say it again, I not good at consoling people. But im really trying my best. its not like i didnt try at all. *sigh* Im bad at this,really. Tmr.. or should i say today she's gonna see the doctor and i soo wanna know what's wrong with her. I love her soo much. To lose her because of some sickness is really depressing.

The library's pretty quiet now. my friends left and im all alone. taking care of the library for a while. my recess is over. Where's mdm IDA?. She put me incharge of the library and i have t go to class. well, just half and hour wont die. I think i stop now. I'll shall relink you people soon ya?

Atiqah: no i didnt scold her, but you did scared me when you came up to me and were saying my name. I was like.. who the hell are you? i have no idea who you are and you know my name. anyway, its nice to meet you. (: