Pissed.
Made baby missed netball training today. Sorry munchkins. Was supposed to call her early morning around 7, but i overslept till 8. Apologized but i still think she's disappointed in me. Did managed to thought of something to meet up with babe today. Suggest that she could come over to my place today. I was at the Yishun polyclinic to take my MC from work. soo yea. Meet up there. Together with my parents and we ALL went for breakfast. My appetite is still gone. Cant eat as much as before. I still have no idea why. After breakfast, Went home and slack.I SWEAR i saw a girl at Northpoint who wore the Heroes pendant i wanted to get. ARGHHH!. At my place, Babe was watching click on my computer while i was playing jackass. Ive downloaded the original game for my psp. I downloaded the demo version the other time soo yea. The stunts are super hilarious luh!
Hope fades..
Later on it was raining like mad. Quite bad i must say. I just hate it when it rains and i have to run an errand for someone. Especially if my parents asked to and i have to bring a dumb umbrella. SHESSH. Took baby to new york pizza and treated her buffalo wings and pizza. Its together soo yea. My appetite is still gone. So i just had cheese fries. Was good and delicious enough for me.Im glad babe liked the buffalo wings and pizza. I thought it wasent what she expected or it was too plain or not as nice as shown in the teevee or something like that. Babe bought me milkshake. Yummy! thanks babe! then off we go to causeway to get my mom's dumb bag. and Baby's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough. After everything is done sent baby back home and we talked abit. Glad i told baby about the confession i had to tell her. Well, im still expecting her to blow it up on me. Didn't think it was such a big deal to that blonde. But if babe gets mad at me. I'm prolly am to blame soo yea. im sorry.
Its like 1am now. and im like super bored. Babe is in bed dreaming. im here online bored and nothing to do. Hazimah is sleeping over at her place. How fun sleepovers! Its like raining now and its soo not helping me to feel better. Sometimes i just think im really too nice that people 'step over my head' I've had enough of it. It was never about me at all. Im just deprived of my childhood. Now attention, love and time. I gonna crack like soon. Havent been feeling that good these days. things keep coming up. and im not tryna be emo but sometimes its just hard luh. and i have no idea why talking about it here makes me feel better or what. but i just gonna vent it out somewhere. babe seems to get pissed at her dad for being that hard on her mom while my parents are like sucking money from me and demanding stuffs and me on the other hand, ... I don't even fucking know. Was on the way back just now. all sickly and all, Parents had to demand to buy food and die die must have that specific one. i had to walk all over in the rain to get it. what's worst its my money again. *sigh* thats it. im not gonna give in no more. I had enough. Its gonna be MY WAY NOW! Im gonna hide all my money from those motherfuckers and keep it on a low on my feelings about everything. Sometimes im soo lonely that i talk to myself. Its just soo hard sometimes.
My results are on the 18th. I hope i do well. (Whatever hope i have left) Im a mess anyway. I dont think i'll be able to get the heroes Helix pendant and the punisher tee shirt. Never liked depending on people in the first place. So much for getting it for myself on Christmas as a present to make me happy.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
Made baby missed netball training today. Sorry munchkins. Was supposed to call her early morning around 7, but i overslept till 8. Apologized but i still think she's disappointed in me. Did managed to thought of something to meet up with babe today. Suggest that she could come over to my place today. I was at the Yishun polyclinic to take my MC from work. soo yea. Meet up there. Together with my parents and we ALL went for breakfast. My appetite is still gone. Cant eat as much as before. I still have no idea why. After breakfast, Went home and slack.I SWEAR i saw a girl at Northpoint who wore the Heroes pendant i wanted to get. ARGHHH!. At my place, Babe was watching click on my computer while i was playing jackass. Ive downloaded the original game for my psp. I downloaded the demo version the other time soo yea. The stunts are super hilarious luh!
Hope fades..
Later on it was raining like mad. Quite bad i must say. I just hate it when it rains and i have to run an errand for someone. Especially if my parents asked to and i have to bring a dumb umbrella. SHESSH. Took baby to new york pizza and treated her buffalo wings and pizza. Its together soo yea. My appetite is still gone. So i just had cheese fries. Was good and delicious enough for me.Im glad babe liked the buffalo wings and pizza. I thought it wasent what she expected or it was too plain or not as nice as shown in the teevee or something like that. Babe bought me milkshake. Yummy! thanks babe! then off we go to causeway to get my mom's dumb bag. and Baby's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough. After everything is done sent baby back home and we talked abit. Glad i told baby about the confession i had to tell her. Well, im still expecting her to blow it up on me. Didn't think it was such a big deal to that blonde. But if babe gets mad at me. I'm prolly am to blame soo yea. im sorry.
Its like 1am now. and im like super bored. Babe is in bed dreaming. im here online bored and nothing to do. Hazimah is sleeping over at her place. How fun sleepovers! Its like raining now and its soo not helping me to feel better. Sometimes i just think im really too nice that people 'step over my head' I've had enough of it. It was never about me at all. Im just deprived of my childhood. Now attention, love and time. I gonna crack like soon. Havent been feeling that good these days. things keep coming up. and im not tryna be emo but sometimes its just hard luh. and i have no idea why talking about it here makes me feel better or what. but i just gonna vent it out somewhere. babe seems to get pissed at her dad for being that hard on her mom while my parents are like sucking money from me and demanding stuffs and me on the other hand, ... I don't even fucking know. Was on the way back just now. all sickly and all, Parents had to demand to buy food and die die must have that specific one. i had to walk all over in the rain to get it. what's worst its my money again. *sigh* thats it. im not gonna give in no more. I had enough. Its gonna be MY WAY NOW! Im gonna hide all my money from those motherfuckers and keep it on a low on my feelings about everything. Sometimes im soo lonely that i talk to myself. Its just soo hard sometimes.
My results are on the 18th. I hope i do well. (Whatever hope i have left) Im a mess anyway. I dont think i'll be able to get the heroes Helix pendant and the punisher tee shirt. Never liked depending on people in the first place. So much for getting it for myself on Christmas as a present to make me happy.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
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