Estranged.

Friday, November 30, 2007

FUCK!

Im soo tired and pissed sometimes. Being cranky and not having enough sleep makes mee soo angsty. I feel like i have the whole WORLD resting on my GODDAMN shoulders. Now that im working i have to support money for my family and all. Not that i dont want you but. shessh. Sometimes i just need my space. All and all i have my gf to attend and spend time with. I feel Bad as it is that i broke a promise that i face book with her today. But i have like things to do. Its a drag sometimes. The things i have to do. Not her. I have to like get he xbox repaired when i wasent the one who spoilt it. And i gotta thank by dad For being a GREAT help. Asked that bugger if still got warranty. The fella said dunno. ask this dunno. SO i have to do everything now luh. Buy food for you people. This also must go find out where to sent to for repair myself. THANKS UH EH?

I really would appreciate a little understanding from baby for all these. I know i dont have alot of time for you now. but im really am trying. i havent been getting enough rest just to catch up with alot of things plus the things i got to do. i have to many responsibilities now. I soo want to get my own apartment now and school and work on my own. :( Im sorry if it pisses you off.I know im not the best boyfriend now. But i'll get better i promise you.

Sometimes i feel that when there's one day where i dont have
Any burden or responsibility on my shoulders, I'll just slit my wrist because i know that will be the only time i feel Free and there's nothing to worry about no more.