Estranged.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I believe that there's hope, Buried beneath it all..

Everything is falling apart. Hopes and dreams all shattered. Everything i've believed in is all gone. I did have a hard time when you plan our future and all that. But not anymore. and im certain now. But Now your not. How am i supposed to go through everything when you dont believe in us anymore and giving up just like that. It hurts me just as much when you say you wanna leave me and say your not that perfect person for me. When actually infact you are. You promised me you never push me away again. and you did. It hurts me so. And now you say you wanna leave me and wished me the best, when actually it hurts me more that you have to say that to me. Im not giving up on us. it saddens me to know that you gave up. I have nothing much to say to you now that your starting to give up starting to lose hope. im leaving for work with a heavy heart. Im just gonna sink myself into work again. just as i've always been to suppress my feelings inside. but know this i still love you .. for whatever its worth.
Do take care of yourself, LOVE.