Estranged.

Friday, June 17, 2005

Heyy's Just feel lyk blogging now.. its lyk 3.01am now.. denise just went home.. and imma lyk.. can say quite quiet ferr most of todae.. juS kept thinking why aM i CurSed???? . Always lyking people .. who is considered disliked by others... haiIs.. Diz SuCks I tell you ... todae's day was quite okiee larh... breakin wibb effendi and andy and ther another fren... mat and fad.. went town todae .. dey jio mee g0o0o but was kinda tiredd eyy.. taunt wibb stella online the day before and stayed up quite late.. c0z wanna send her a video of us battling on the previous lord of 602.. oh well.. her comm got sumthing wrong den.. hafta send again den.. Doinkk.. was late ..den i went t0o0 bed ferst lorr.. den todae woke up at 3.. was really tired... haiss.. Everyone lyk got sumting to look forward too eyy.. i just don find anything to look forward to ??? just feel very shitty sumtymes... hmmmxx.. feeling left oudd its just not my style.. will.. ttend to wander around and having deep thoughts boud sumthing and it finally caught my attention boudd dizz cursed imma .. CURSED wib.. haiis... oh well... talk boud it again nex ttymee.. was online wib stella.. send the video again but .. screwwed up yeaa... and her mum wants her to off the comm oh well... nebermind den.. she kinda lost.. denise spare fonee... hope denise not angry over it.. stella did seem ssorriee dat she lost it .. though.. ohh.. well... body aching and gettin more and more bruises.. these dayss.. giving her da coLD ShoUlder still as she lyk bastard mee the other day.. still i wont forgive herr.. for wad she DID... haiis..

I trIed To Be PerFeCt , but NothIng Was Worth it
i thought i would be easy but nobody believes meee..
THAT I TRIED TO LET YOU KNOW..... THAT IM BETTER OF ON MY OWN !

sHe'S hOt aND sHE sTILL rAWkS' :]