Estranged.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

That's IT! I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!

Parents are being fucked up and its too a point where i cant take it anymore. They dont give me pocket money. The dont fucking pay for my school books and HELL would i know if they're gonna pay for my O levels and school FEEs!!?!?!. Its baby's birthday today and i really wanna wish her A VERY HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN! and im sorry you got scolding from your mom today.

So today was As shitty as ever with Family problems on my mind, its harder and harder for me to study. BUT I MUST. I WANNA FUCKING MOVE OUT FROM THIS FUCKING FAMILY. My dad was all mad at me coz i spend like alot to get a psp for baby and WTF he made my mom call baby's mom to complain that i've been neglecting the family and she wants all the stuff i gave her back. so yea. FROM NOW ONWARDS, I DONT HAVE A MOM NOR A DAD!. Im gonna work to pay for my own stuffs. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I CANNNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY NOW! BUT WHERE CAN I GO. I HAVE LIKE SOO MANY THINGS I NEED TO GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!! So baby's gonna go perth on my burpday. :( and now that my father is like threatening to cut my internet and all and take my line away. i think im gonna just rot and die. I cannot keep in contact with baby during my burpday. Another lonely and quiet burpday is gonna pass this year. baby was telling me that she got nice presents from her sisters all made me jealoous. when all i get for my burpday is just wishes and more good luck wishes. SHEESH. im feeling bad as it is. i dunon what to say or think already.

If this is the last of my post, so be it. Father said he wanna cut the internet and yeaa Worst when it comes to baby moving away... urgghhh why must it bee sooo fucking hard for mee. I should've hid the PSP like baby told me to. Its all my fault. EVERYTHING MY FAULT. i should be blame for this. I should get the punishment or whatsoever. NOT HER. its her burpday today SOO FUCKING SPARE HER!. urrrgghh! i cannot take it anymore. im gonna live on my own now. tho its not my house. im gonna just go to school. work on friday and saturday. hopefully sunday too and also WORK HARD FOR MY O's

this might be the last few days i will be online and yea. im gonna get a new number. the 93254012 shall be taken from me. SO if there's anything. just gimme a mail or whatsoever. IM GONNA CHANGE MY NUMBER. SHALL UPDATE YOU PEOPLE ON THAT.

take care people.
Cherish your life.
Dont be like me.
:(

And btw, thanks blog for listening.
and whoever is reading this right now.
you might not even understand. but i thank you for listening.
goodbye.