Lost

i dont know what's what no more.everything isnt what it use to be. not been having the best of days. guess im back to spilling out in my blog again. I just dont feel right talking to anyone about whatever i think about. i just dont feel right. even to mastura. its nort that i dont trust her or anything but yea. i just dont feel right. well, here goes.

School preetty orkay. these past few days. been listening in class and trying my very best nort to sleep. but there's always that irritating dominic to spoilt my day. he's clever yes, i gotta agree but my level of patience is just wearing off. he's soo dumb that sumtimes i even thnk fadzli's wayy wayy smarter then him. shessh. lesson are pretty orkay and i've like been soo good in math class luh. which is like NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE. SHESSH.this week is gonna be pretty busy. baby's burpday is this wednesday and im meeting HER YAY !! today is adam's burpday soo yeaa. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO. im planning to use the school library computer during d and t lessons this week. hope its gonna be alright. and nort laggy and all.

my breaking is pretty much gone to the slacking side. though the issue about boogie kings got me thinking. me, i know im nort that good but im soo gonna practice to be at least the same standard as jo to at least make it to BOOGIE KINGS. and this particular bboy says im better then this other bboy who is supposely 'better' then me. im nort sure luh. all i wanna do now is train for the best of myself. heard from tosh jams will be overflowing this year and its like my 2nd time doing N soo yea. alot things to balance out and its really taking alot out of me. so yea. i just hope mybreakin skills dosent slack that much and i gotta like break abit something like conditioning and also study and keep on the right track. BLAH i think im crapping already.

baby's not having a good time with her parents. its just unfair to me. she cant text me or call me that often anymore. t just sucks. but i understand... i think. but hey look on the bright side SHAR. its been like a month. and today is like our 1st month anniversary. WHEEEEE. soo yeaa. even she needs to balance her time. yeaa. look baby dont be sad or what luh. its ure burpday this wednesday and you BETTER KEEP URE HEAD UP AND SMILE. if nort im gonna spank you reall hard. WAHAHAHAHHAA. orkay crapp. i love you baby and i cant wait to see you this wednesday. LOVES <33