It's just isnt my day.

Sundays are always boring.As for me i stayed home the whole day. its like 1.51am now. i just completed the DA VINCI CODE game. The game really got me intrigued.all the beautiful written poems by shakespear and also some which are clues that leads to another and another and another.now all kind of poems and riddles are stuck in my head. furthermore im like inspired by the game to write some poetry. i've even 'googled' about it, and read stuffs about it.the poetry part i mean.well, im bored, gonna write something out. so hear me out yeah?

Typical situation where boy meets girl.boy receive sms-es from girl. and then started sms-ing each other.they even started dating. (oh well should you even call it dating?) day after day, they met each other like they needed each other every single day , every single second. No doubt that they enjoyed each others company. He really felt loved. its been awhile since he's been in love. being single isnt tat easy.he have to face couples smooching and snuggling all the time.so, being with this girl really makes him feel special once again. but it all seems to fade away after awhile. little did he knew that the girl was possibly going out with someone else. His heart shatters, getting to know that is already painfull enough.It just gets worst. The sms she wrote dont seem joyful anymore. The way she wrote was in such a way that it was only meant to answer whatever he asked and nothing more. Even though he knew the possibilities of him and her together is not even possible anymore, he's still trying his best to get her. Thinking of every possible consequences that could happen if he did or did not get her, his friends would always be the path he would take no matter what happens. though her presence still lingers in his head. and now he's still confused on what to do. NOTHING SEEMS IMPORTANT TO HIM ANYMORE. when he tries to get close to someone, it will always turn out the wrong way. or should i say, things just have its way of showing. just like this once when he had a crush on this girl which was way younger then him. but heck he still liked her. but due to the fact that the girl alreadi had a boyfriend. he didnt even knew about. untill he took a step into the dark and asked her was she single.she said no. and that confuses him pretty much. he didnt cared for her anymore. taking it hard on himself. So afew weeks later. dey started talking again. but this time dey got pretty close.not what he expected, his crush turn to one of his good and close friends. well thats just one way 'FATE' has in store for him.

i just wanna jump down and lay flat on the blood spilled floor.

That's it. i shall let the story end here for the time being. untill i think of an ending. oh well, i dun feel that emo emo emo emo emo emo emo anymore. just bee a happy LIVING kiddo (: i've changed my skin now its like more RADIANT. dont you think so? tsktsktsk.