Estranged.

Sunday, October 24, 2004

FeeLins: SaD And LoNelY , NoBody To Be Wif ..... : ( = <

LiSteNiNg to: NuMb

Hi ...ToDAe WoKe Up to A NiGhtMare ... Haixx.... AwOken By Her Msg ... insisting t0o0o BreaK..... Was WondEring Wad HapPen??? Did I Do SumThiNg WrOng Tat Upsets Her...???? No It WasEnt Tat...Izh her PaReNts.. Dey Found Out Bout Us... i was ToLd by HEr BeforeHand tat If the parents KneW... It WouLd be The EnD oF Us... But I ReSumE On Wif The ReLaTioNShip As I LoVe HeR Sh0 MuCh..... HaiXx... Now Its GoNe.... I DUn Wanna tELL AnyOne AcTuAlly But Juz In my BlOg Tok T00o SumOne Bout My SaddnEss... And SoRrOW.... Now dat I'm LoNely ..i ReaLLi Can't d0o0o MuCh..ExAms Are OVer...Nth t0o0o LooK ForWaRd t0o0o ... i was ReAlli HaVin The BEst DAez..Of the Post ExAmz...When.... HAixx.... Realli Isnt Her fAuLt, Her ParEnts..Juz ...Didnt Let Her Hav a...ReLaTiOnship..even if she did it would be short period of tyme before her parents find out bout it... hAIxx...it was 4 months ... 12 daez.. 11.50am WAs The EnD oF Meeeee... I was UtterLy CRyIng... Over ..My WinnIe the PooH BeAr...ToKing T0o0o It As If I was Dat CrAzy... ThEr izh nth I can Do0o And I HAte tat.... well... diz SeeMs .. tat... i would bE...... (SoBx SoBx) .......fer a WhiLe... haixx... nth much to0o sae now.... NICk..... hmmmmz... wont be surprised if u got her.. wib you.... juz take Care of her okie.... even if you both ... like each other or sumthing... i wouldnt know.... c0z the things ya both were toking.. i didnt knew... or should i say wasnt told... i juz had find out... untill recently.... these are juz wad i think.... sh0 if its not true... den pardon mee for my mistakes..... i still In love HEr , Lyk Her , MiSsES Her, treaSuRe Her, LoNely Wib Out Her, She My Everything.... gUess WorDz Can't d0o0o much... den actioN... wad's done Izh DoNe....

I WoUld Still Be Wif You If You WanTed Meee '
another chance wif you would be GrEAt'
the QuEStiOn Izh......
Do You Still HAf FeeLins Fer mee???
Love Mee???