Estranged.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

FeeLins:WAs KiNda HaPPie At FiRSt ...LAter On PissEd...
liSteNIng T0o0o : Fly -hillary DuFF

Heyz... PPl ..sowie ..Fer Not bLogGin.... was KiNda BuSy ..Wib SchOol And BreAkiN...Tee Hee....haha...... Well todae Woke Up KiNda LaTe WoR..... Mee SiCk Ar Now....Got sore THrOat .... VoIce Lyk Wad...eCk!!... at 12 sumthing .... wake up .. den .. played games.... den 1 sumthing Bathe... den later g0in out mAhx... Wif M & M ...denise..rahmat... fadzli.. and Dewi...WE FolLowing ..DeWi... lor..She Wanna Buy Mp3 .. dEn got ReAdy lia0x... called DeNise... lor... hafta meet Her b4 we .. g0o0o ... pLaNned In Yesterdae ConFrenCe... den she called mee first.. haha.. sae ...she come my House Firsst C0z Rahmat COmIng t0o0o Sh0 ..EAsIer Mah..when We G0o0o ToGether.... more ppl ... FUn FUn.. haha..Den EnD up ... fadZli at rahmat House AlreAdi Den..Rahmat tell mee tat... reach liao call him... den i meet DeNise..First... uNder Her block.. PiCked..Her Up ..Den We waLk..Walk t0o0o Rahmat De JIa.... den...Call Him..We All g00o KhaTib Liao LE.... den reach Liao Le...Tried CalLing MeiFen... den... off Fone... den rahmat dey all still insist on g0in in first... den i follow ..Lorx...... den we sit... at the end ther .. called...MaBel.... den hearD ...dat she Not ComIng...She told me.. tat..She Thought.. dey sae Dunno den Neva.. g0o0o.... Den I Was Lyk HuH !!!... *eYes Big BIg De* told her tat ..thought we all planned siaX.... 2.30 at khatib... den... nobody turned Up....Wala0 ...Kinda Angry at tat... PoInt but i wasent realii damn Angri C0z..dey were my closest pals mahX.... den called dewi... she sae ..She DUnno Anything.... but cannot contact meifen.... WHERE's SHe????.... den all thought mee angri sIAX... send mee msg sae sorrie sorrie.......No LAr..Not S0o0o ...juz tat.. u all planned .. den neva turn up ..... juz tat.. onli ....Was TrYIng t0o0o Control My ...anger.. at u guys.....even though rahmat.. sae ....Juz ...throw Ur teMper... at dem at ThiEr WroNgs... I Juz IgNore.. haha..( sowie t0o0o use Ur Name ).. sh0 .. s0o0o called forgive u all ..But ( i made Da BiggEst MIStake ) ...later on we all went back to0o MAc... den eat ... den break and break till....8 or 9 sumting i forgot... den DeNise CaMe t0o0o Me House.... t0o0o play comm fer awhile c0z Dominic sae CoMing Here Mahx... den wait for her kor kor.. lorxx... den in the End He NEva ..Come ..Pang Seh.... wala0.. haha.... den DAmn PIssEd... HaiXx...I Got SaE Bad STuFfz..BouT yOU MeHx..... hAixX... I oWaEz... ThoUght U GuYx.. WeRe ..UnderStAnDing.. and GooD t0o0o Mee ...But I Was WrONg....HerE's ThE SiTuATiOn U WeRe ToKIng Bout.....

SiTuATIOn 1:
If I BreAk Wib The Andersons.... i would be leaving behind .. those YSS breakers..C0z ...Dey Wan thier own space t0o0o break .. and HAf..Fun... dun wan the Pro's t0o0o Be aaroUnd....... AnD Als0.. dey are NoW wib TAuFiQuE.. OwaeZ.. g0o0o TeMpInes... den...owAez...Mee Left Out ... de.. dey g0o0o i dun g0o0o .. dey pRo Mahx.. mee ... Not... den after dey g0o0o mee neva break alreadi.... g0o0o home... and i Didnt sae i Didnt wanna break wif Dem...

SiTuAtIon 2:
if i g0o0o break Wif The Yss BreaKeRz....i WOuLd Not Be BreaKing.. wif The AnderSons..... THe Yss BreaKerz ...Lyk i said...Dun wanna ... pro's t0o0o be aROuNd We ...Juz WAnnna Haf OUr OWn sPACe And BreaK .., HAf FUn....CraCk JoKez... d0o0o our normal stuffz... at school...owaez.... together.... den if i G0o0o wiB thiz... YOU !!! would sae..Me BEiNg UnFair t0o0o AnDerSons .... and If No FreNdz.... fINd Dem... if got.. PaNg Seh Dem...HaiXx.....

ThIz Are Wad SITuAtIOn..I HAf.... HAiXx...ReaLLy BRoKen HearTed.. tat..U GUys..Said ...Dat...BoUt meee.... ANd i Als0 Didnt sae i wont break wif the anderson PPl anyMore.. Juz tat.. izh rather hArd for mee t0o0o g0o0o two situation at One TiMe....Of all ThEse ..I'm Not ANgri Or Wad....Juz ...FeeL SoBby tat .>U GuYs....BacKstAb...Me... sh0 ...If U UnderStaNd ...Mee...Well Den G0o0od... If Not...Den >.S0o0o Be It.... I wont.....SaE AnyTHing..Lor...Juz ...Keep In MinD of wad Ya Sae.... "shah Berry Unfair t00o0o the Andersons" .... hAIxx......ReAlly ...thInk dat You Guyz..Were GrEat ...PeOplE t0o0o Be Wif....BUt c0z Of ThIZ.....Our FreNdSHip MAY BE OVER ...........

ConGRaTs T0 faD for LeaRNing HoLLoW HeaD ToDae !!!
* Jia YoU FaDzLi *