Estranged.

Monday, August 09, 2004

hey... gonna tok bout yesterdae firEworkz.... damn sian now ..... type till s0o0 long liao den hafta type again c0z..... i cancel the window haizz... really aint my mood ..... todae.... welll yesterdae had quite a blast..... went to0o0o the fireworks at esplanade... meet amalina hamizah.. emily and jia da... den waiting for YiYin and Meifen lor... at around 2 plus... haizz.... i'm still down ... and dun feel gd at tat time... couldnt even smile... haizz.... wad's wrong wif mee... nth g0in right for mee.... hate my life sumtimes.... i'' owaez haf the bad ending... so0o0o0o freaking scared on wad iz g0nna happen next ...........sobx sobx.... den reach the basement of the esplanade... break for a while den went off to0o0 the open area near the singapore river i think the one at the Merlion.... Yup Yup...... den ther were s0o0o0o Many people sia... walao .. Typical singaporean... well... Enuff SAid..... found a nice spot ... well not tat nice la..... haha ... ( later found out tat a tree iz blocking our view... when.... the fireworks started... Shucks..) den we reach ther at ard seven... Pm den the fireworkz was at 8 sumthing i think... walao.. had ta wait s0o0o long... miss My dear .... could onli tink of her..... at tat time.... haizz.................... den everyone was trying t0o0o cheer mee up .. kinda worked i guess.. but still,.. thinking of You Dear *winks*.... hehe..... den andre sis wAs ther ... hah cute Man she... pity her... t0o0o small... cannot see a single thing.. but u all can see through my camera when mee taping .. welll the fireworkz came out ... and its wad a blast.. s0o0 nice sia.. big and Loud.. everyone was shouting.. keke..... their was debris coming down .. and while taping it fell into my eye ouch... luckily not hot wan .. if not die sia... arrrrrrrrhhhhhh..... well ... after tat we all went back t0o0o esplanade lor.... to0o0 break for a while den on the wae back Damn troublesome....s0o0o0o mani ppl squeezing through.... walao.... den i remember seeing emily and jia da behind mee ... but when i turn backk... they not ther.... well.... dey eventually found us ....and had t0o0 went home early ... buaiz.. Guys.... den.... got stuck juz t0o0o leave the esplanade.... walao..... den 4 senior citizen got push by mee... Man.. s0o0o damn irritated... dey were lyk fucking mee frm the back walao.... Hahaz.....den break at ... esplanade den was s0o0o crowded... the Rf (radical force/radikal force) were wif the FTC (floor technique crew) showing some breaking skills... man damn gd sia... dey got air tracks... and elbow tracks and all cooL... den we break for a while den all g0o0o home..... in the end ..... hafta send YiYin and Meifen home.. together wif their DeAr'z... keke.... den see dem hor lyk dun wann t0o0 send liddat leiz... haizz... u both s00o0o bad le... sum times hafta make sacrifices u noe..... haizz...... den YiyIn hafta rush home c0z her Bor saw her.. oops... well.. BUAiz ... sis..... den left meifen.... halfwae... t0o0o the bustop... li jian and Say liang.. went home liao... aiyaz... lI Jian... Pang sei Us... u gd i tell you... den left wif mee and meifen... tok bout sumthing damn disgusting le.. MEIFEN eeeeeeeeee DiSGusTIng ... Yuck Yuck..... den ... reach liao our DestiNation ... den .. sae Buai Buai... den went home... i hafta walk home still... lorz... den think bout mY DeAr DeAr... she couldnt come c0z her sis came back late.. if not ... i can see her maebe .... but den now cannot ... haizz... den her msg .... reach mee... hehe happie happie.. keke...went home .. change den slp lor... nth ... much.. alreadi.... den todae.. break.. lor... haha wad else... li jian and say liang come mee.. house at 10 sumthing sia MORNING lei... mi still slping ... DreaMing of MY dArliN... DisturB ar U Guys... haha...... den go0-o0 down break... den jr and his malay frend brought bike.. come here.. haha alot sia.. den in the end all g0o0o home.... leave... mee the onli one breaking... haizz... feeling lonely and Bored.. now..... sobx sobx... i feel tat slowy one by one i lose sumthing .... recently i lose my frend ... ( he such a lamer.. and i dun think iz suit t0o0o be my friend as he's crappy and not serious bout stuffz.. he interested in ... haizz.. dun considere him as frend alreadi )... den heard frm Dominic tat MAbel wanna Come yesterdae but she lazy t0o0o call meee... Y U neva call Mee.. MABel.. AIy0z... i and YiYIn and Meifen still can wait for you bah....aiy0z..... MABEL MABEL !?!?!?!?!?!....... g0o0o home wif a sad look ..... C0z BoRed And LONely.... Welll should be tat Sad... c0z thiz thursdae... mee ..and My DaRLiNg Will BE Celebrating our relationship together ... as its Been two Months we been together... YEaH Love ya DarlIng MUack muack.... take Cake Okie... I will Owaez Love ya Wif All My HEart