Dreams, that’s where I have to go
to see your beautiful face, anymore
I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio 
Hope, hope there’s a conversation
where we both admit we had it good but
until then it’s alienation, I know, that much is understood
And I realize

If you ask me how I’m doin I would say I’m doin just fine
I would lie and say that you’re not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two 
and finally I’m forced to face the truth
No matter what I say, I’m not over you
Not over you

Damn, damn girl you do it well
And I thought you were innocent
You took this heart and put it through hell
But still you’re magnificent 
I I’m a boomerang doesn’t matter how you throw me
Turn around and I’m back in the game
Even better than the old me
But I’m not even close without you

If you ask me how I’m doin I would say I’m doin just fine
I would lie and say that you’re not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two 
and finally I’m forced to face the truth.
No matter what I say, I’m not over you

And if I had the chance to renew
You know there isn’t a thing I wouldn’t do
I could get back on the right track
But only if you’d be convinced
So until then

If you ask me how I’m doin I would say I’m doin just fine
I would lie and say that you’re not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two 
and finally I’m forced to face the truth
No matter what I say, I’m not over you
Not over you
Not over you
Not over you

This goes to my baby who’s Crunching on her studies now. I know its hard for you baby. Imma give you space and support you whenever and whatever you decide on.

In the meantime, Chill and listen to this. Life is definately beautiful just as you are, love. I love youuuu :)


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I'll always be here baby 

waiting for you... ALWAYS ;) <3 

Guess my birthday wish didn’t came true. At least not this year..

Was never good with words or at least my intentions. Always getting its wrong. sigh. But my promise is true and i intend to keep it till my last dying breath. :'(

Its just one of those days where my insides are burning and it slowly started raining. I so hate days like this. oh well.. One week of training should do the trick. I seriously don't know how i got by 5 months. Gawd. Next week Birthday.. Getting myself something to cheer me up. =\

46 more days.

That one fine day when i cried so badly in your arms, I thought everything was finally gonna be fine. Instead. It didnt. I poured out my feelings for you and you were finally there when it rained. You told me everything's gonna be fine. Everything's gonna be alright. I'm happy that you get good sleep and wake up to beautiful morning sunshine.Well, I'm just glad you were there hugging me, comforting me the last i cried. Prolly, the next time im gonna cry in bed with you hugging me is just a few days before you fly off. Sigh..

That shiny Gem is all that's left of me. All of me stored in that sparkling beauty. Hold it close. Hold it dear, For whenever and whatever reasons that you should remember those days, I'm there. Ever so close to your heart <3


I guess its just another of those days.